Saturday, March 28, 2009

103: screwed for camp next week

I love this poem I found in Christie's blog. Kudos to Christie if you wrote it :) 

and he, in all his splendour 
takes her by the hand
into the eternal space
and her eyes, no longer weak,
locked on his in wonder

It made me think whether she was talking about God or Jesus or if she was talking about a guy she likes but then whats that eternal place? Then I realised, OMG what if they like got reunited in heaven cause he died and she died like how many years after?? It's still really awesome. and her eyes, no longer weak :) I love this. Christie if you wrote this, you have outdone yourself :) Hats off to you, the whole world in my head is clapping and the old woman in the front row is crying. (the old woman's half ninja half alien if anyone was interested) 


AND now my own blasphemy (ooo i sound so posh and uptight)

Maths teacher is like, SHOCKED! that I was so "smart" last year. And I know people are saying that last year was easier then this year (cause its stereotyped to be that way) but its actually the same, cause every year is harder then the previous is it not? Then its not THAT hard! I should be able to do it then why can't I?? And why was he so shocked? Is it THAT hard to believe?!?!? And I got the same marks as ROMIT for LIT. REALLY PATH_ET_ICK!!! Lit teacher wrote on bottom of the last page that she was really disappointed in my standard and asked me "what happened?" so that's two teachers I believe disappointed in me. ARC is at least not that bad. When teacher saw my journal he liked it and wrote in the last page, I am very glad (or happy some positive word) that you are able to catch up. (But if you'd like to hear my sadist in me, I'd say he was talking to the other teachers and the other teachers are saying I'm not doing well in catching up, so he's relieved that I'm catching up with ARC at least... but that's just the sadist in me, I believe  I got that from my mom) And for drawing I have to find a drawing book called drawing on the right side of the brain so I can practice. Cause my drawing teacher is also worried about my very bad shape observation drawing thingy. Well SORREE if I can't draw realistically. But she said that there was a yin and yang kinda thing to drawing, the expressive and the technical bits, I'm bad at the technical bits, even in photography Mr. R said I was bad at the techy bits. Science, I'm doing pretty OK in it, I guess... I hope. No comments from the teachers yet. PE (dont get me started, but its the usual Justine's a turtle-ness) IHSS is pretty cool, I get confused sometimes though, but still no comments from the teacher. 

So far, I've been so worried of catching up and making sure I don't make mistakes, I end up making mistakes that the teachers are so SHOCKED about cause its not me. (one often meets his destiny on the path one takes to avoid it. thanks master ugley (the turtle from kung fu panda) Last year I was more laid back since everything came to me as normally as it should. But this year there's a black space that I should just let go of. I mean the teachers already found a solution to that. Maths remedial, drawing book exercises and really thorough poetry explanations. The teachers aren't bad, it's just I need to work extra hard to get that blank space back.

Have fun. Work hard. Have no regrets. Just do it

That's what the orange card says, and recently I have been neglecting it, still don't know who wrote it though. Hope it's not maths teacher. It could be anyone :|:|:| I also met mr R one time, he's a bigger kid then last year. After doing what I'm suppose to do he was all spaced out then I was like Ok... Then he was like, hey how far do you think this plane can go? And I'm like... til the plant, and he's like, are you sure? it went less then the plant. -_- I miss him. Sort of, not so much for science. The new teachers are stressful. mrs yeo's back though

Senate duties aren't killing me yet. Though I have officially quit ACM safety video SAC, but Christie can do it! She has the piece of paper I gave her :) ;D
Camp next week, I'm really really really sure that I'm going to lose something or... something. My glasses would probably fall off the kayak, since we're doing that whole turn the kayak over bit. Maybe I should just take them off. Hopefully my partner in the kayak is a kind soul. Cause I can't see a bloody thing with out it on. I really don't want to lose my glasses in the sea. 
Still suffering from writers block, Christie's poem loosened the cork up a bit though.

camp (B-|)

xxx
batman's eternal place

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