Monday, June 1, 2009

119: zoo my gosh

According to christie the last survivor of titanic died today :|
I wonder if it was Rose..
And if it were her
I wonder how..
and what she was feeling.
Happy to be with Jack in the afterlife?
Relief? Was she in pain this whole time carrying the memories of Titanic with her?
Sadness. Regret.
Did she feel pain. Or was it nothing compared to what she's already been through on Titanic.
I hope she had a good life.
I pray she's with her love once more.
If I were her, lying on my bed, or the hospital bed, Ill from a disease. Would I know that I was about to die.. probably not. What I'd do, if I were her, I'd look out of the window, out into the world, the sky, breathe in, and just remember, remember as much as I can, let all those memories cover me like a blanket, let it weigh me down, I'd let it make me smile, cry, laugh, want to punch someone's face. I'd let all these feelings overcome me, I'll hold onto that blanket, like a hand, then as soon as I feel it slip away I'd breathe in deeply, look deep into it and thank it. Then I truly let go and the world truly let's go of me.
:)
Jack and Rose.
Together once again. :)

xxx
batman out

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