Sunday, May 31, 2009

117: I didnt know who i was suppose to be, at fifteen

a posse ad esse
from being able to being
ab aeterno
from the eternal
ab imo pectore
from the bottom of my heart
ab initio
from the beginning
ab intra
from within
ad astra
to the stars
ad vitam aeternam
to eternal life
adsum
I am here
Agnus Dei
Lamb of God




alis aquilae on an eagle's wings taken from the Book of Isaiah, Chapter 40. "But those who wait for the Lord shall find their strength renewed, they shall mount up on wings like eagles, they shall run and not grow weary, they shall walk and not grow faint."



carpe noctem seize the night carpe diem seize the day


nomen nudum
naked name

Justitia omnibus - Justice for all




Sunday, May 3, 2009

116: ITS A MAYDAY PARADE

I'll post pictures up soon :D
my sister has them -_- dun dun dun

I had a dream in one of the many times I slept today.
One I remember was I had to wake up for school and I was late so I was panicking and then I ended up going to school with no bag! Then I had to enter the school hall and when I opened the door mrs chu was talking on stage so I went to take a seat behind Krish and Anisha then she introduced these people who were going to perform with us for something like the Arts fest thing. And then the people who came in were all my old friends. Or at least the non-sota ones (or the non-mcs ones) pretty much the ones from tanglin and a few from philippines. They all didnt see me, they just walked past me and my best friend from tanglin changed so much! She was skinnier and had short hair and it made me feel so... stand still. It made me feel so un evolved. I hate change but I accept it anyway, but I never felt so... horrible about not changing. I dont know how to explain it, anyway she stood in front of me with her back facing me (and she was wearing a backless top.. weird) then krish was like hey isnt that your friend from tanglin? and I'm like yeah, then everyone started crowding around me going like hey your friends with them. and I just wanted to escape so i did and i ended up in the bus stop. I saw my best friend there with her mom and she was watching me but i didnt say hi to her i just moved from different person to different person and one of them was ryan. then the bus came and ryan was suppose to come but he didnt and i got on the bus and i didnt have shoes on!!!!! so i was telling the bus driver to stop and he wouldnt so i ended up riding the bus with no shoes. then i sat down and i was on a train kinda thing and my shoes were on. ive never felt so relieved. and then all of a sudden ramsay entered the train. and i remember thinking he'll be like my best friend from tanglin, changed and not seeing me so I just kept looking out the window but then ramsay sat next to me and then we were in school again and we were sitting under the umbrella table. I woke up cause my dad overtook someone on the road and he broke really fast and it was the most fookin scary thing in my life.
I think that was a very weird dream.

ANYWAY
to my birthday!!
we went to a beach in something.. malaysia.
and while i was there ive never felt so "damn i should pay attention to con.malay more often" in my life.
A lot of people greeted me happy birthday and Im so :):):):):):):)
I got really nice presents from my parents :D:D:D
art magazines and a bag :D:D
they bought me a book I already own and i hate it when stuff like that happen :(
innywho.
I bet i got fatter
we were eating like buffets the whole time ugh
and the drive was like
BARF
my dad..
SUCKS at driving
hes like swirving everywhere like a douchebag
and then it started raining
and hes like OH YEAH this'll make driving more fun!
and you can barely SEE THE ROAD!! the rain was THAT heavy.
i got some weird bed bug bites as well all over my arm :( sucks

HERES A BRIEF OVERVIEW OF WHAT I DID

drive
boat
arrive
eat
walk around island
picked some shells :D
sleep
did tai chi with dad
breakfast
walked around beach with sister
swam in pool with brother
ate lunch
built sandcasltes with brother
snorkelling (except my mom she went to some spa thing)
JET SKII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
played frisbee with the family (mom is dead competitive... like... O_O)
went back and changed
dinner
woke up
breakfast
checked out
boat (it was free seating my dad sat on the top the last time but we werent able to this time. :( and my dad was like running with all the luggage to the front of the line to get a seat -_-)
drive (crazy dad barfing drive)
then back in singapore!

I wasnt able to buy any gum :( ( i actually still have the ones i bought from america.. i wonder if theyre still any good ...)
but i bought this awesome pirate necklace :D:D:D:D and lotsa ice cream xD

JET SKIIS ARE AWESOMMEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my sister didnt want to drive hers so she just rode on the back so I got to drive like DOUBLE TIME! :D:D:D and I was driving along the beach (the rocks are so bloody scary.. and when i look at the water its also scary like i keep imagining whats down there.. then falling in to whats down there ::|:|:|:|:|:) BUT IT WAS AWEOMSE!! we were going like SUPER FAST ( 7... thats what it said on the meter thing... doesnt sound fast.. but it was FAST) and whenever I turn huge waves follow then i turn again and you ride that wave and you go like boom boom boom! :DD:D:D:D:D:D::D:DD::D:DD: SO COOL!!!!! I rode the big one so I never fell :D:D:D:D :|:| never gonna ride the small ones :|:|:| And I went to far so the guy in the shop had to chase after us and I thought he was just gonna do something weird so I like.. ran away from him.. :|:| :D:D:D
OH WELL

JET SKIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Id rather get a jet ski then my own car ANYDAY

xxx
batman jet skis

Friday, May 1, 2009

115:Bday

It's my bday
again
for the fifteenth time
I got awesome presents :D:D:D:D
(except for one... where I got a present that I already have - i hate those)
So far I just got the celebration from my parents (I got a banana chocolate malteaser cake :D:D:D in your face anisha) And I got art magazines and a bag.
I also got a bit of a celeberation in school.
I love seeing people I didnt even think I was that close too greet me :) It's very touching. And its very UNtouching when my supposedly close friends DONT GIMME PRESENTS WHEN ASKED
And my aunt is sending her package (as usual per year) Cant wait
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gotta love that
oh and Ramsay actually greeted me! :O
he remembers *gasp*
he greeted me like a week ago... cause he was like "well I might not be online on your bday aydaydyaadyayda"
innywho please check the previous post. love those videos.
gotta leave in 4 hours. beach trip :D wohoo!
I hope I get pics

dead scared for the surprise party (note to self. bring camera)
levedoo
xxx
batman smiles
he old

114: friends

My fav. couples :D

and scenes












xxx