89: i shuold be working...

Get your own - Open publication

88: She's a lady, and ladies shouldnt be messed with

Rules: Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 20 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Justine

2. A four Letter Word : Just

3. A boy's Name : Jake

4. A girl's Name : Jamie

5. An occupation : Jumping instructor

6. A color : Jade

7. Something you'll wear : Jumpers

9. A food : Jam and bread! :D:D

10. Something found in the bathroom: Jamila

11. A place : Jamaca

12. A reason for being late : Jerry tripped me

13. Something you'd shout : Juno

14. A movie title : jurassic park

15. Something you drink : Juice..

16. A musical group : Jamiroqui

17. An animal : Jiraffe! fine.. no uhh.. jackalope

18. A street name : jackson street

19. A type of car : Jaguar. easy

20. The title of a song : Jump. simple plan

87: my head hurts

My head doesnt just hurt cause i banged it on the secret ninja society thats not so secret anymore hideout all the way during maths. it also hurts cause i was very hyper today.
im going to go sleep now

please stop me when im hyper again

i think its cause i ate gum in the morning...

CHILDREN IT IS NOT GOOD TO DO THAT

cause youll end up like me

i know it doesnt sound that bad...
but trust me.. it is

xxx
batmans crazy

86: I got tagged on facebook but i dont like facebook. GO TO FRIENDSTER! yay

001. Real name → This isnt very safe to put up on a public blog
002. Nickname(s)→ Justine/Niqui
004. Zodiac sign → Dog/Taurus
005. Male or female → Femalien
006. Elementary → Live and learn, CCCD, UPIS
007. Middle School → UPIS, Chatsworth, Tanglin, Poveda, MCS
008. High School → School of the Arts, Singapore! WHAPPA
010. Hair color → Dark brown
011. Long or short → Short! (right..)
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud (?)
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Not really.. I'm more scared then paranoid
016. Drink or Smoke? → Neither.. but id rather drink.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Not really... do celebs and stuff count?
018. Eat or Drink → Drink (well since im thirsty right now.. :D:D)
019. Piercings → TWO! (actually not sure... its like really weird..)
020. Tattoos → None. OHOHHO i wanna get like that dude from prison break. His tats are like secret maps ooooo

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → When I was really younge, like 4 or something
026. First crush → HAHA! uhh.. in Kinder i guess :D
027. First pet → MY first pet is a turtle my neighbour gave to me, but like A first pet is my gannys puppys :D
030. First big birthday → i dont get it :D:D

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Gum
050. Drinking → Spit
052. I'm about to → Read? I guess.
053. Listening to → Nothing.
054. Plans for today → Go to class :D:D haha, finish my book, annd find out what Kingwy (sp?) is watching
055. Waiting for → Recess to finish!

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Only if I get stuck in the grey side of life
059. Want to get married? → Sure why not
060. Careers in mind → Anything and Everything thats NOT buisiness and suits and stock marketing.
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes ( what does this have to do with my future? ooooo ill have eyes in the future!! )
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller deffinitely.. OH i had a dream I grew really tall! :D:D:D I hope it comes true! (and i also dreamt everyone was in a band.. its so weird.. ill talk about it after this quiz i guess.)
072. Romantic or spontaneous → I dont get it
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → (for me or for my like "dream" dude..??) Arms.. I guess... abs scare me :| well both scare me.. :|
074. Sensitive or loud → Both are cool
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship. (arent they pretty much the same?)
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant..? wha dat?

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → chyea...
081. Ran away from home → Once. technically the others arent concidered
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Id love to do that!!
083. Killed somebody → ooooo no
084. Broken someone's heart → I hate you.


Ask me again :D:D:D

084. Broken someone's heart → YEP!
087. Cried when someone died → oddly no.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → On occassions when needed to do so. otherwise im too lazy la
090. Miracles → Yeah.
091. Love at first sight → Yeah
092. Heaven → Yes.
093. Santa Claus → Yeah. But believing in him doesnt mean hes a good person!
094. Sex on the first date → haha! no.. for me at least...
095. Kiss on the first date → i dunno.. depends?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Cant be sure, I'm CONTENT. but i guess not seriously happy.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → This isnt a question. Douche





OK NOW FOR MY WEIRD DREAM


recess has ended so ill tell you tomorrow! YAY

xxx

batmans rushing

85: quiz quiz quiz!!

Yes krish, I LOVE quizzes :D:D

NOT STUPID
Level 1
( )Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(cheek :) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
() Shoplifted - i was young?
(x ) Been Fired
() Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 4

Level 4
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 6

Level 5
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain -but i so want to!
(X) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking(not alcohol)

SO FAR: 8

Level 6
(X) Eaten Sushi
(X) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook (go on friendster! :D:D)
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit (i totaly forgot what a mosh is)

SO FAR: 10

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By, :) i love doing this :D
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 13 (YAY!)

Level 8
(X) Had A Tea Party! (who ever hasnt done this. is EFFED UP)
( ) Flown A Kite ( i really want to :( i tried making one before out of paper xD haha. yeah never worked )
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding (not sure what mudding is.. but ive been like mud sliding :D:D)
(X) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 17

Level 9
(x)Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging (sledding?)
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 22

Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
( )Felt An Earthquake
( ) killed a snake

SO FAR: 23

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized. (or at least i wasnt aware that i was robbed :|)
() Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood (are people even truly understood?)

SO FAR: 25

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (HAHA IT WAS BOTH!)

SO FAR: 27

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces (im about to get... soon.. WHEN MY DENTIST CAN CATCH ME!!)
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (it was during a very awesome TV show.. and SO WHAT if it was spongebob!?!?? plankton was gonna rob the krusty krabs :( ... its suspensing ok!)
( )Danced in the moonlight (awh)

SO FAR: 28

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x)Witnessed A Crime. global warming is everywhere... and i hang out with KRISH come one... and omg RAMSAY last year.. it was horrible. all the crime!!! oh the pain. (haha. kidding)
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(X)Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 32

Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
(X) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (in a dream..)

SO FAR: 37

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (not neccesarily MY coins ;D hehe. NO I DONT OWE YOU MONEY. FUG OFSH)

SO FAR: 40

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call (why did you steal my toilet bowl???) HAHA i loved that krish
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 42

Level 18
(X)Written A Letter To Santa Claus (IT WAS A COMPLAINT LETTER! HE SHOULD KEEP IT DOWN!! I MEAN... i get the whole rep of having to climv the friggen chimney. BUT COME ONE MAN)
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 46

Level 19
(X) Crashed A Party
()Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (WOO!! does nikki count?) :|:|:| traumatized much

SO FAR: 49

Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher
( ) Swam With Dolphins.. (I would LVOE that)

SO FAR: 50

Level 22
(X)Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 53

Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(X)Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 51

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree (thanks to certain idiots)
(X) Had/Been In A Tree House. (well like.. not a real one... the ones you find in theme parks and parks kinda thing.. well i guess its sorta real)
(x)Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (DUH.. but i watched one alone before... ).. OK SO WHAT IF IM LYING

SO FAR: 54

Level 25
(X) Believed In Ghosts (key word. PAST tense)
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 55

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken (thats the game with the shoulders and the pool and the pushing right?)
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on ( Ian... )
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (like on Habbo hotel haha! ew.)
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused (at least by krish :P he amusing one la)

SO FAR: 59

Level 27
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later (MALAY TRIP!! techniqually I ate aqilahs fish.. .and cikgu bought the fish I caught.. I wanted to put it back in the water.. but nooo)
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one WOOO!
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried (since the bandits this has happened more often)
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed (ANISHA DOES THIS! :D:D:D)

SO FAR: 62

Level 28
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone (_|_)
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
( ) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair (but i braid.. not french braid... )
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x)Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 66

Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
( )Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling (my moms gonna take me on my 16 or something bday)
( )Had A Cavity
(X) Black-Mailed Someone -
(X) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 69

Level 31
(X) Been Used (get your OWN FOOD MAN)
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat. yumehy
(X) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 73

Level 32
( in a dream ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain - yum
( ) Flattened someones tires - oo that can be on my to do list :D
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on (whats a gas light?)
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

SO FAR: 73




***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?
The one in ceasar salad.. :D

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A Japanese place… or starbucks :D haha

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
Water! :D or sushi.. :D:D

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Ch-ch-ch-cheeezz

What do you like to put on your toast?
Peanut butter jellehy or nutella ;D

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
1 ☺

What color of cell phone do you have?
a BEDAZZLED one ;D haha it has a boboo ☹

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right! But I wanna learn how to write with left haha

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
… ok fine I admit it. Yes I DO go to the bathroom

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
My brother HAH! No.. uh.. our tv xD

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
I don’t even remember where I got my weirdo knee bruise from

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
No :D

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Uhhhh… Batman ;D haha

No.
I like my middle name more so ill just do a switcheroo thingy

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Hot sauce… like tobasco.. :D:D yeahhh… if I get like breaks in between.. ;D

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
3? I share a lot with my mom and my sister

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
Like on the street. I called them losers cause we passed them :D

Last person you talked to?
My brother...

Last person you hugged?
The hobo from newyork

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
WINTER!

Holiday?
Labour day ;D and Christmas

Day of the week?
Uhh… Wednesdays. School starts at 9 ;D and theres no MATH TEST ON THAT M*FING DAY

Month?
MAY! abbaduh
***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
Yep. And its not just Ramsay. Please, I have other friends…

:|:|

fine I don’t but still!

Mood?
p-p-p-p-p-p-p-p-p-p-poker face p-p-p-p-p-p-poker face

What are you listening to?
Woah oh oh woah ohohohoh woah, show them what I got, woahohohohoh.
CANT READ MY CANT READ MY
No you cant read ah my
Poker faze
p-p-p-p-p-p-oker faace

Watching?
My brother….
Yep still alive.

Worrying about?
My brother.
If i have to run and be the awesome sister that I am and help him… ☹ no ones gonna stay with the computer.. ☹ it’s a dilemma yo

Kiddingla.
Im obviously gonna pick the computer ;D


***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
I slept on the couch… so the TV! :D YAY BRAIN CELL KILLING FUN

What's the last movie you saw?
KUNG FU PANDA!
But were about to watch bride wars.. so. :D

Do you smile often?
No.
wtf

***************QUESTIONS***************

1)Do you always answer your phone?
have you heard my ringtone?
Who the hell will answer and stop that awesomeness from playing?

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
Santa clause. He’s watching us :|:|

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
PURPLE! Or the ones with the dollar signs on em ;D

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
Strawberry! (im guessing btw can you tell?)

5) Do you own a digital camera?
Nope.
BUT IM IN THE PHOTOGRAPHY CLUB SO HAH

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
How dare you remind me of such a tragedy ☹

7) Favorite Christmas song?
I wont be home for Christmas – blink 182

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
OH YEAH! YOU GONNA OWE ME PRESENTS!
Lets seeeeeeeeee
Uh. NO MORE GAY SURPRISE PARTYS
And the FOB new album :D thanks

9) Can you do push ups?
Yeahh…. Check out these pipes!
And then look at my arms!

10) Can you do a chin up?
Like those inclined thingys? I guess…

not

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
nervous.

12) Do you have any saved texts?
Yeah :> my phones the love

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
Not like Krishs tree humping one. But yeah

14) Do you have an accent?
LIKE DUH who doesn’t?

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
Did you say… song?

Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah

I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays
p-p-p-p-p-p-poker face
CANT READ MY CANT READ
You cant read my pokah face

16) Plans tonight?
Study math

YAY…

Not

Shut up

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
IM STUDYING MATH DOUCHE

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
uhhh... my lunch.. krishs lunch.. and anishas lunch! YAY!

19) Have you ever been given roses?
Hahahahahhahahahahahahhaha

No


20) Current worry?
MATH

21) Current hate right now?
MATH

22) Met someone who changed your life?
MATH.
Oh wait

yes

23) How did you bring in the New Year?
I DRANK BEER! :D:D:D

… no I dunno..

24) What song represents you?
Song…

P-P-P-P-P-P-POKER FACE P-P-P-POKER FACE

25) Name three people who might complete this?
NO ONE! WEEEEEE

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night
watching KUNG FU PANDA!!!!
no wait.. we changed it to Elektra :D haha

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Math

END.


SO ANISHA

WE HAVE TO GET A LISCENCE TO DRIVE A BOAT AND AND LIKE SHOOT SOMEONES TIRES AND AND AND GET A LISCENCE FOR THAT TOO!

xxx
batman shoots

84: kung fu panda! :D

MORE DREAMS!
ps. how do we do that ARC stuff?

me dont gets

INNYWHO here ya go

Friend
To see friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge these rejected aspects of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.�

To see your friends, saddened and troubled, in your dream, signifies sickness and distress upon them.

To see your childhood friend in your dream, signifies regression into your past where you had no responsibilities and things were much simpler and carefree. You may be wanting to escape the the pressures and stresses of adulthood. Consider the relationship you had with this friend and the lessons that were learned. Alternatively, the childhood friend may be suggesting that you have been acting in a childish manner and you need to start acting like an adult.


QUIZ TIME! courtesy of christie :> (who is now our chairman.)

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Justine
2. Niqui
3. Jus

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE TO EAT
1. Candy
2. Chocolate
3. Cheese

THREE THINGS YOU DO NOT LIKE TO EAT
1. super spicy things
2. olives
3. endangered or non farm animals (except sushi.. but i only eat salmon kind anyway.. or tuna.. so :>) basically things like dogs horse frogs sting ray shark fin etc etc.. who cares about cows chickens and pigs?

THREE COUNTRIES YOU WISH TO GO TO (that i havent been too)
1. Japan (is it a country.. :D:D)
2. Australia
3. Europe (yeah i know THATS not a country.. but i like ALL of europe :>)

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE TO DRINK
1. mocha frap decaf
2. water
3. Orange juice :>

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS (?)
1. Cell phone.
2. Doing stuff in my to do list
3. Procrastinating doing my to do list

THREE PLACES (IN YOUR COUNTRY) YOU WANT TO GO TO (again..)
1. wild wild wet / east coast
2. a cinema (i wanna watch bride wars :P)
3. The library

NINE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS
1. sophmore slump or comeback of the year-FOB
2. who knew - pink
3. semi-charmed kind of life - third eye blind
4. jumper - third eye blind
5. american idiot - green day
6. big yellow taxi - counting crows
7. make damn sure - taking back sunday
8. attack - 30 seconds to mars
9. collide - howie day

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE COLOURS
1. White
2. Red
3. Green

THREE OF YOU FAVORITE STARS/CELEBS/MUSIC ARTISTS
1. Jack Black
2. FOB
3. Kate Hudson

SIX THINGS/PEOPLE YOU LOVE
1. God
2. the WHAPPA sound
3. kung fu panda!!
4. going hyper :) then making other people hyper :D:D
5. my big PJ tee shirts! luvy luvy
6. pretending my pink watch is a time machine :D:D

TEN FRIENDS (according to alphabetical order)
1. A funny person that
2. Brings me presents and
3. Can never forget to
4. Do something like
5. Eat lunch with me or high
6. Five me FIRST instead of SOME people
7. Give me hugs :> instead of a normal
8. HEY!
9. I love
10. Justine's friends :>

THREE CRAZY ONES FROM ABOVE
1. Jack Sparrow
2. Chris Martin
3. The Hulk and its partner Bert

THREE QUIET ONES FROM ABOVE
1. the chairperson
2. her friend
3. and ... her friend :D

THREE PEOPLE FROM ABOVE TO DO THIS QUIZ
1. ok
2. uh
3. seriously..?




SO BORED LA







xxx

batman says HAAAYAA!

83: I got a jar of dirt :)

ANISHA WE'RE GONNA BE PIRATES GOT THAT?!?!
NINJA PIRATES!
THEY STILL EXIST!!!
THERES HOPE FOR US MAN

we need a swordsman
a navigator
and a sniper
ohohoh a cook
and a musician!
:D:D:D:D
and someone that can repair the ship
IM THE CAPTAIN
you can be uh.... you can be my parrot! HAHAHA

I DONT KNOW
unless you learn how to navigate
THEN YOU CAN BE THE NAVIGATOR!

YAY!

we need to start training man!
lets take fencing lessons
NO
sniper lessons!!
yeahh!!!

then we'll explore the world
sail to japan
and go to a ninja academy
YAY!

i like that plan:D:D:D:D

oh and does anyone have a pirates of the carribbean 3 dvd? cause i wanna watch it :D:D
i only have 1 and 2 :(
so im kinda cut short
I NEED THREE!!

ive watched it.. but I HAVE TO FINISH IT!!!
i remember that it was the funniest one cause jack died and he was like talking to other jacks in pirate heaven
hahahaha

okie.. gtg research on Piet Mondrian! :> (ANISHA THATS MY ARTIST GOT IT! GET YOUR OWN)

xxx
batman says ARGH

82: hehe

"okay, here is the real deal, i think justine's is gonns get expelled!! when are u coming backk!! hello!! who jet lacks for like 2 weeks, ohoh, justine, come back fast ,our class is dying, oh and i heard that ramsay might be coming back sometime in the middle of this year, oh, ramsay, and if you do come back, please don't join my math class, cos thaddaeus is bad enough yao, and krish too, and me and clar, and i don't think miss lim can handle another whacko like you, but still come back, justin is gone, you are gone, and romit isn't funny aymore.. please hurry up..."

awh. thanks pearl
sorry.. just read that today :|:|
i dont read blogs unless im really bored... sorrryy :D:D
ill give you another hug on monday!

note to self:
catch up with math, ihss and science
mostly math..
water pollution project
ARC project (proposal)
Art theory presentation
ANISHA! i need to double check if i have all the WS (well the important ones..)
buy files. (that i need.. like the black file for lit. and thin file for LS)
and Sc.WB
aaand. i still need my theory WSs cause apparently ms ariana didnt get them :|

OKAY!

yay..

oh yeah.. math test on tuesday next week
aint that great

xxx
batman needs sleep

81: I loves

this picture is from the movie spirited away. i love that movie. and this secret i found really spoke to me :>